This years projects and Mindfulness again

 I've been getting out to do photography a bit less lately with M.E.  affecting my ability a bit more in the last couple of months. So I have been spending less time doing photography at home too, just trying to conserve energy and get myself feeling a bit better. Instead I have been spending time planning photography projects for this year and doing a little water colour painting which I have loved. Two of my first water colour paintings is below.

 As usual I have planned some photography projects for this year and I am finally going to try hard to get a portrait project off the ground that I have been slowly planning and creating accessories for, over the last few years. Its a personal venture incorporating interests close to my heart - nature and pagan beliefs. I am not religious but do follow the pagan wheel of the year which has 8 celebrations throughout the year, based on seasonal changes. Each occasion involves various significant elements and occurs at specific times, for instance the next one is Imbolc  - where the Green man chases off Jack Frost, we celebrate growth, hope and the changing of light. Spring cleaning  possibly comes from this, where we clean out and let go of the past and make way for new beginnings. The Goddess Brigid is honoured, as she brings healing and fertility. My project involves creating my own visual interpretation of various characters that are associated with these celebrations, starting with Brigid, Jack Frost and the Green man in his Oak guise. Each character will be thoroughly researched and I hope to involve many elements that are important to the particular character or celebration. I'm sure many of you may be fascinated with the stories and how they are connected to modern day culture, or other religions.

I have already attempted to create two of these characters in the past few years, but my progress has been slow due to many factors - but mostly M.E. So I am excited to get started and with careful planning, even a very short photo shoot can produce what I am after, although I have decided to involve other photographers to allow me to take my time and  just shoot for brief spells with rests. Below is my first attempt at one character from Ostara the 2nd celebration in our calendar. This was taken a couple of years ago, in a short shoot in my bedroom.

Model Courtney Lorraine
Make up b #Annsmakeupchair
Headwear by  me 

Based on Goddess Ostara ( Eostre - Goddess of Spring/Balance/fertility/rebirth) - the hare gave the Goddess an egg - hence the the hare and eggs in the head wear, daffodils, birds nest and butterflies incorporated into it as signs of spring

One popular story you might know of involves the origin of the Easter Bunny. Essentially, the tale is that Ostara, the Goddess of the spring, transformed a bird into a hare, and the hare responded by laying coloured eggs for her festival.

Another of my characters is a Tree spirit based on beliefs of trees being chopped down and brought inside to warm the tree spirit at the end of the year. Although I did not produce all the elements I intended in my two attempts - I'm getting closer each time. Here are two attempts at my ideas of Tree spirits. 

Trees have traditionally been used to celebrate christmas and winter festivals throughout time. Pagans would bring in evergreen trees or branches to celebrate the festive season around the winter solstice. Legend has it that a long time ago a tree would be brought in during the cold months to invite the wood spirits inside homes to share and relish the warmth of the fire inside ( slightly ironic considering they were most likely burning wood/trees). The use of evergreens would symbolise everlasting life and the coming spring, Pine and holly would be used in decoration as it was thought to offer protection, Ivy was used for immortality, the use of mistletoe and its white berries would symbolise fertility.

A few of these elements, but not all are represented in some of these images.
Whilst I have used a Lensbaby to produce the ethereal, effect that I felt helped make the character more spirit like, blending into he surroundings. The studio images deliberately have fiery orange in the background as the warmth of the fire, or green for the everlasting greens and promise of the coming spring.

The headwear, neckwear and top were created by me, with a tiny faux fur waistcoat over the top.
Modelling was the amazing Hell DBella who was very expressive, emotive and full of a million poses.
Make up and body paint was provided by the lovely, talented Viki Lloyd and funky hair carefully styled by the lovely Solitaire Weber. Again this was produced a few years ago.

Below - MUA Jayde Louise from Glass house glamour and Natalie Mckee modelling
Headwear, and top by me Created two years ago.

So I look forward to getting further with this project this year and sharing the stories with you. Even if I only manage the first 3 characters this year then I am still moving forward with my project.

 I am also going to continue trying to improve on and enjoy photographing plants, fungi and still life as time, life and my body allow, probably mostly from home but hopefully outdoors too.

Mindfulness

 You may recall my blog about mindfulness last year, well I have continued to practice this ever since, finding it even more important when my body is not functioning well or when stressful events occur. I have extended my mindfulness strategies to include art and crafts, on top of the meditation, appropriate yoga, deep breathing exercises and photography. 

 Recently I was honoured to be involved with an article in Amateur photography magazine about how photography has helped people with various illnesses. Do look out for this issue mid February, its a great read by Geoff Harris and Tracey Calder has apparently produced a fab piece on mindfulness too. I'm looking forward to reading it all. Amateur photographer

Some images from my most recent mindfulness photography below, losing myself in the beauty of nature. All taken within a few ft of a car park. I went out feeling quite unwell, but needing to get out of the house and spent my time right next to the car, to avoid using too much energy and making myself feel worse. I had no photography ideas in mind, but just captured the beauty of nature around me, and it was a gorgeous day. As usual this helped me by distracting me from all of my symptoms, reducing their impact. The next day I paid for it with worsening symptoms but that is the nature of M.E. and at least I had a lovely time and some nice photos.

 It was an interesting experience as its a well frequented spot by photographers and this particular car park had around 16 photographers passing through and waiting around to photographer an infrequent bird visitor. They all stood for hours not getting the shots they wanted and I thought that it cant be very fullfilling stood for hours not getting any photos. I over heard two of them saying they wanted to go and look to see what I had been photographing whilst lying on the ground ( did you see that photographer lying on the ground!!!). I had a good giggle. Im sure I enjoyed myself more than they did and I certainly had a more productive time, with no set ideas. Im sure it would benefit other photographers if they challenged themselves to photograph what was around them, they  could find new joys in capturing the very obvious details right in front of their noses.

Some good news on the photography competition front for January. Firstly I have had 2 images shortlisted in CUPOTY's Two of a kind challenge, I look forward to seeing the results in February. There are so many incredible images shortlisted - do pop and take a look - CUPOTY Two of a kind shortlist

Pic above is Derwentwater, near Pow hill in Northumberland

I am also looking forward to hearing results from IGPOTY 2021 in February and to see if I am nominated in the SWPP POTY 2021in one of the categories where I received a gold award (Macro, In camera artistry and Plants, forests and fungi) - apparently nominated photographers find out next week, with the prize giving in March at their convention. Then there are the results of the NPS POTY 2021. So its an exciting time with competition results.

Signs of spring

 I love spring, with its ever changing weather throwing snowstorms, rain showers and increasing sunshine, combining to give us rainbows, it seems unpredictable but we know that it heralds the promise of things to come. With frogs starting mating in our ponds, birds displaying comical courtship behaviour and other wildlife coming out of hibernation. The arrival of Hellebores, Snowdrops, Crocuses, Daffodils, Dwarf Irises certainly brighten up February and March for me and give me plenty to keep myself occupied whilst waiting for spring blossoms.

 This year I have discovered a new favourite Crocus -"Firefly" with its fresh colours, a sunny yellow centre and delicate pale lilac and white petals. Who could not be delighted with these?

Whilst its been less than favourable conditions outside for photographing plants in the garden ( too windy) I am taking advantage of our mini studio in the dining room and trying out the new backdrops Ive made, so spoilt for choice with the combinations between plants and backgrounds. This has resulted in experimenting with colour palettes and making some surprising discoveries on what works. 

The image below incorporated 5 of my textures/backdrop images.

Our outhouse has become a great holding zone for plants that are not quite ready to be planted out, or flowers that I am trying to make last longer in a cool room so that I can eek out as much use of them as possible. It looks like a cross between a florists and a garden centre with 3 types of Tulips, Crocus, Snowdrops, Primula, Hellebores, Lilies and more.

 So I am starting out with close ups and aim to include a few still life creations as I go. Below is a Dwarf Iris photographed against one of my new out of focus backdrops.

I actually had my 2nd trip out to a local nature reserve a few days ago, just a couple of miles away from home, so took the camera along too. Unfortunately my mobility scooter decided to choose that day to stop working, so we were not there as long as I hoped. I did capture some spring Catkins though and opted for creating  interesting bokeh with Catkin silhouettes in the sunshine. I think these work nicely in black and white too.

Another subject caught my eye as we passed Bullrushes with their brown velvety heads split, dispersing their seeds in the wind, set against a backdrop of sparkling waters. This gave further options for producing eye catching bokeh. I actually photographed these in black and white for the forms and shapes, but I think they work well in colour too.

 

 I recently watched a very informative webinar by Guy Edwards on fungi photography, where he explained how to achieve the silhouette shapes within bokeh - something I dabbled with last year and have attempted again, more successfully in the last week or two. This was the perfect opportunity to try the technique, you can see it in the above Catkins images and some of the images below.

 I had a brief play in the garden with the bokeh technique too, it is easier to make it work in larger outdoor spaces with bokeh through vegetation and trees though. So far it seems to work better with a longer macro lens than a shorter one, I think the blur from the item causing the silhouette is too pronounced in a shorter lens, it becomes less obvious using my 150mm. I am keen to try a longer lens to see the results. You can see from  the Grape hyacinth image below how the snowdrop used has caused quite a distracting pale blur. The bokeh was from nearby vegetation sprayed with water, hence smaller bokeh, in a larger open space where the bokeh can be further away it becomes larger, making it a bit easier.

This one is a Snakes head Fritillary using fern for the bokeh. I stuck with F2.8 for the bokeh which wasn't ideal for getting the flower fully in focus, but it was just an experiment  and there were limited options space wise and where the sun hits the garden. Definitely something I will practice more of.

Below I used my Meye Gorlitz Primoplan vintage lens plus an app on my camera which produces rays of light. With a little editing. I have added a selection of other images I have taken in the last couple of weeks.